Hollywood is a Rollercoaster and I’m a Victim of Motion Sickness
So the past few months have been crazy but that the norm for the industry. There is an age limit in Hollywood that I’m painfully aware of. If you don’t come upquick chances are you won’t come up at all. As there is no specific protocol to adhere to, there is a general outline of hard work and who you know. Talent has fallen by the wayside for branding and the Hollywood Car Wash. I love what I do with my entire being and I would need a soul transplant to be able to leave it. However, the hustle is exhausting. I’m certain that the genetic make up of those who successfully work in the entertainment business and that of a masochist is the same.
To love 15 hour days for months on end and to be repeatedly told that you, to fat, to dark , to light, to short ect. over and over again and to like it, must be some metal disorder but it works for some people. I wish there was somebody to tell me what the real outcome is. However, you will never know anything till you try it one or in some cases 15 times.
If you want something go get it. Don’t think it will come easy or even with pleasure. Actions are the only things that you can judge.



